See if I Care

Put the trigger to your head
Out with a bang and now you're dead

I promised me something when I first met your heart
As your skin melted away and fresh eyes took to a dart
We vowed to a new start but you crossed your fingers
Behind your back, like you always do
and I'll tell ya, Honey, this feeling never lingers
when I find out you're cheating and you answer who

You say you didn't mean it, "Just give me another chance"
And I wound if I could, but I know you can't dance
When you're drunk and you're tired, worn-out from the get-go
The pills and the sex were just part of the pre-show

So, you're smashed now, you stutter out, among vomit and appologies
But a confessions session doesn't mix with an addiction conviction
I'm lost between love and the right thing to do
So I'll sit here and wait it out, Baby, tell me this isn't true
Not getting any better by the minute, you know, Fucker, you do
Let it settle in your stomach, lied beaten in the stew