Intoxication Probation

You are my intoxication
the poison in which thins my blood
the cyanide in my cigarette
the nicotine that keeps me going
back for more
the morphine to relieve the pain

You fill me up, allow me to run on empty
Let me slip into the stars' solace
and sing along to their serenades

You are my paraphenalia
the needle in my vain
circulating my blood
the razor and straw
to dash and dice
to the thick fog to slice

Love is a drug
without kisses and hugs
that can
suck the soul
morph the mind
triggers tragedy

With or without
it will destroy though